I am a sixteen year old life addict with too much on my mind. I'm far from perfect, and not afraid to admit that i've made more than enough mistakes. There are things that i will never be proud of and i will continue to screw up until the day i die. I'm not good at taking advice. I have scrapes and bruises and i play too many sports. i get close to people just to turn around and push them away, but if given the chance i promise i can make you smile. i have had more failed relationships than i can count and i've worked for everything that i have. don't give me a reason to hate you, you'll regret it. i'm impulsive and a thrill seeker. I get myself into more trouble than is good for me. I think too much and make myself sick. i love life, and i hate it. i'm not a nice person, but i can do the nicest things. I always need the last word and hell will freeze over before i admit that i'm wrong. i can be irresponsible, insensible, impatient, bitchy, and horrible, but i just want to be loved for who i am. My name is Colleen Marie Ebert, and I'm still waiting for the day that i wake up and see a beautiful person in the mirror.